It is when the sea sparkles in the sun that I believe,
It is when the rose blooms that I believe,
It is when the sun rises that I believe
That You are more beautiful than creation itself.

When the stars glitter I see you eyes,
When the nightangle sings I see your smile,
In the rising dawn, i feel your prescence.
You are forever there in my soul.

In the cacophany of the world dungeon,
Your voice sings out like an angel's smile.
In the glory of the crimson sunset,
I remmeber how blessed I am.

That you are here ...before my eyes.

The angels fly by,
Silver robes and sparkling wings
They sing “Fly, fly, fly.”
Yet I am bound to the hard cold ground
With chains of despair and emptiness
Walls of rotting affections and decaying desire
They hold me back, keeping me away from the bright sunlight that would dry up the blood
Why have you left? For you selfish pursuits
You call it “Salvation”
You call it “Enlightenment”
I call it “Foolishness.”
You were always naïve and stupid
Thinking that the world was pure and true.
And yet, it seemed so perfect when you were with me.
No pain, no despair, no tears.
What spell did you cast?
Was it your innocence that led me to believe?
Believe that I was not cursed?
I am forever a messenger of hell,
Forever hated, forever feared.
Then……why did you not scream at my monstrous visage?
DAMN YOU! DAMN YOU! DAMN YOU!
ROT IN HELL FOR MAKING ME BELIEVE!
I did not ask for happiness, yet it came.
And now I now the pain of losing all that I have.
I fall to my knees and beg of you.
Return to me, for I cannot go on.
There is nothing left, nothing to go on with.
As I strangle every drop of my heart’s blood and pray
“Return to me, so that I may kill you.”